In The End

In The End,
It doesn't even matter,
I either won't have you or I will,
I wish it was the latter.
In The End,
It doesn't even matter,
My dreams are like glass,
And now they all will shatter.
I feel,
Like I can trust you,
Because I can't have one without the other,
Since I love you too.
I gave all of my effort,
And didn't even get that far,
I guess I made myself known,
Even though my blood felt like tar.
I just want to pour my love out,
All of it unto you,
Shower you in roses,
And show you my love is true.
But In The End,
It doesn't even matter,
Now my love is lost,
My thoughts have all but scattered.